bu sabah yalnız uyandım
sensiz olmaz, sensiz olmaz
tanıdık kokular yok
sensiz olmaz

kahvaltım anlamsızdı
sensiz olmaz, sensiz olmaz
ilk sigaram bile tatsızdı
sensiz olmaz

anlaşılan alışmışım
sensiz olmaz, sensiz olmaz
bir verdiysem iki almışım
sensiz olmaz

aşk bir dengesizlik işi
sensiz olmaz, sensiz olmaz
dengeye dönüşendir sevgi
sensiz olmaz

yine kendi kendime sormadan duramadım
niye seni böyle istiyorum bulamadım

yalnızlık zor sokaklar çıkmaz
sensiz olmaz, sensiz olmaz
hep tekdüze her şey dümdüz
sensiz olmaz

anlamak çozmeye yetmez
sensiz olmaz, sensiz olmaz
biraz telaşlı, huzursuz
sensiz olmaz

yine kendi kendime sormadan duramadım
niye seni böyle istiyorum bulamadım

gece gelmiş, yatağım boş
sensiz olmaz, sensiz olmaz
sen uzaktasın, ben uzanmış
sensiz olmaz

anlamak çozmeye yetmez
sensiz olmaz, sensiz olmaz
biraz telaşlı, huzursuz
sensiz olmaz

yine kendi kendime sormadan duramadım
niye seni böyle istiyorum bulamadım

yesterday i did not go to work
today i did not go to work
somethings wrong with me
probably what happened tuesday night...
i spent whole night dancing with an exclusive person in my life.
the one who made me have to open a new phase
and still he is a part of it.
he asked me in the morning why there was no pictures of him in my rooms
all i could say was that he did not look good enough in the pictures.
but the reason was that he broke my heart so badly i could not stand the sight of him
as long as he himself wasn't around to show me compassion or love.
which one ever he possesses.

jesse paints a picture about how it's gonna be!!!

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what is this about me
that i want to have things done as soon as possible
what's the rush
where am i going
what am i trying to catch up with
u?

22
i hate it

sometimes it feels great to be me
sometimes it doesn't
but if it ever was given to me to be someone else
i would be someone else just to see who i am from a different point of view
not because i wanna be someone else

so much i wanna do
so little time
everyone thinks i am just ruining myself
but it's just that this is mee!!
i can't stoıp till i'm done.
australiaaa i'm comingggg

tomorrow tomorrow
i love uu tomorrowww

i miss the old days
really
nothing seemed so confusing then
i am not home
never home
where is home
nowhere i guess as long as the one is not there...

no woman no cry

may be i was better off without him.
may be not.

a man i used to find really attractive
is now so repulsive that
words are not enough to express
all i got on my mind.

friday i'm in love....
cure.

friday...
oh man drive me crazy with their ego-centric suggestions...

a brand new car
a refreshed man
a left-out school
too many friend
too small time
......
work is my home now.

what a weekend!

lunch.stop.
today.stop.
cute.stop.

i was gonna write the name
but i just changed my mind

last night
i saw the sun
the moon
the mountains
and the rivers

i saw heaven when i'm making love to you!!!

got to get back to work!
thanks for your concern!
applause...

i did hell of a shopping!
burn in hell "metrocity" !..

this is strictly business.

some friendSSS from the States are here.
thank God.
i adore Niggers as u might call!!

deep down inside
a very sophisticated intellectual is writing these lines
thank u.

gol be gol
amına koyyım fenerin!
i don't wanna swear in english!
ebenizin amına yarrak sokiyim geberin be ibnenin piçleri fenerliler!

boys boys boys
don't break my heart!

i have no idea still why i am writing in english
but just being never too clear about what i got on my mind makes me feel more comfortable i guess.