sometimes when i cannot concentrate to what i am doing i think of people i no longer have any attachments with.
it feels weird because it was my choice to let them go out of my life.
but seems memories stay.
i have had this kind of feelings before when i was second year at uni.
not anymore i thought i would happen.
life goes on but the cycle does not change i guess.
anyway i cannot wait for tomorrow!!

i love spring especially the break part!!
i cannot wait for tomorrow
a day that brings along everything I have been waiting for!!
thanks tomorrow.

i need some rest
i am sick and tired of doing this.
i can imagine myself, reading and feeling good by staring at the view of the city from my table in the library.
i can see myself doing my shopping, catching a movie afterwords...

now got to get moving
time to have fun
I think I paid my debts to fate.
serendipity is what has to come now.
just waiting for the signs.

the readings the writings
assignments
dates, timing good or bad
weekend plans
weekday plans
wanting everything getting some
not having it all
not so missing
but a little dizzy
thinking of people I would never think of before
wondering what went wrong
realized that it was nothing just time changing people
me especially.
cannot take it anymore, cannot handle those ashemed to be themselves
uptight people not my type mate! not my type!
real friends show up at worst
so true!
although I am doing incredably good
my phone always rang, I think I got it I handled it very well.
new beginning
new phase
new me!

partyy!
finally!
the time has come.
the day has come.
the sun has risen.
the poetic I am, the better everything's gonna be.

excitedd for the package
for the party
for the film
for the week shortly.

much better
much much better...

whiskey experience
Rockssssssss

everyone called me last night
even 5 in the morning
that's why my plans never work out
i just let them go

could i get up any later

whatever it is i am planning
don't worry
never works out

weekends plans may have vanished
but the party I was looking for took place in my apartment
which is cool.

i don't think it's so amazing now
not anymore

gosh let this curse go away!

destiny sometimes sucks,
just when i thought everything was working out
i injured my ankle
i am gonna miss my classes
a party!!!
and fresh air.