if i had a choice would i want to start all over
or is it best to go through this forever
or at least someone else comes along and takes my breath away?
i think i am not in love
i am just not over it yet!!
not just yet! once i get myself together
reach my goals then everything is gonna just fine. may not gonna be perfect
but will be fine.

i am moved again
i don't think i can be over this right away
why?
why keep writing
as if you care!
just let me go.

two men in two hours are history now
one lved another man
loved got sacked
and i am doing wrong
just wrong
shit happens though

today is not my day
another hour to go still and i know it will keep on sucking me until it is officially over.
today i lost two men in two hours.
i believe i deserved it by making out with my girlfriends' ex-boyfriend but life is tough...
shit happens.