does love fade away?
or is it just pushed away
when we just cannot have that person
am i ever going to be over him
or is this for good that
no matter what i find out about him
how bad it is that he treats me
i am stack with this subversively intense feeling of
wanting to make him happy
but also wondering to know about it all

there are point in your life when words don't make sense anymore
how would anyone explain anything to her/himself with no words
that is i believe called dreaming, my fav
when i first started writing this blog i imagined that it would be a phase
eventually end bcs everything would be so perfect, why write it
well apparently nothing is perfect as well as nobody