they say it's never too late
and then they say carpe diem
isn't it waste of time to built a healthy future
when its only consequence is a crappy today

only if he called
i am sure i wrote something very familiar many years back
and the same dependancy still exists in me after all that i have been through
why try to swim when you can just hit the bottom and rest in peace?
if this wasn't instinctive i would long be gone & havin' a great time in heaven