move on move on move on move on
or just let go!

best way to get my thought together is to write
here we go again;
where to stop?
how to stop when it is too late?
movin' on has also become a huge issue ever since i haven't been able to do so...
is it our weight that binds us to the ground or quantum gravity?

i soo have lost it
as i read what i've written it become extremely clear where i stand
there is no wisdom in what i am doing
none at all!
which just makes it pathetic, but is it useful to pity yourself whereas you could also be cherishing who you are?

let go let go let go let go
so hard for such a control freak
and these labels i hate these labels
segmentation categorization & everything else that just sticks on you and sucks whatever distinctive quality there is in you
if there is any of course.

he left no time to regret
kept his dick wet"with his same old safe bet
me and my head highand my tears dry..."get on without my guy
you went back to what you knew
so far removed from all that we went throug
hand i tread a troubled track
my odds are stackedi'll go back to black
we only said good-bye with words
i died a hundred times"you go back to her
and i go back to....."i go back to us
i love you much
it's not enough
you love blow and i love puff"and life is like a pipe
and i'm a tiny penny rolling up the walls inside"we only said goodbye with words
i died a hundred times
you go back to herand i go back to
black, black, black, black, black, black, black,
i go back toi go back to
we only said good-bye with words
i died a hundred timesyou go back to her
and i go back to
we only said good-bye with words
i died a hundred times
you go back to her
and i go back to black

losing control is so freaking me out
but still everything is out of control
noticing the situation has made no difference
does this make me a control freak or just a "wanna be" control freak?
my hands are shaking if that makes any sense or means anything regarding the issue of today;
lost control.